So today I decided to tell some of my fellow classmates that I am a webcam model...I know your thinking "Chelsy WTF is wrong with you????!!!!" I know their going to spread it around school and tell everyone but IDC!!! I really don't! Its not gonna stop me or hurt my feelings if the kids at school tease or talk about my career choice, I'm a grown ass woman and I choose whatever my career is and if I want to show my butt to the world I will. I honestly don't know why I told them...it just blurted out as if I was talking about my new job if it were in retail...I guess it doesn't bother me as much as it use too when I first began its not a big deal just because you show your body off doesn't make you a whore, what makes a person a whore is when they can't seem to keep their legs closed, but even then thats none of anyones business I don't think anyone person can honestly say they've never wondered what a webcam model, or a porn stars' life is like. Its no different from anyones they do the same things we do normally its just their job is a lot more explicit. My boyfriend is my boyfriend I don't get on camera showing my hooch to everyone...honestly the most I've shown is my boobs...but soon I'll be labeled a whore and all kind of rumors are going to fly around...I can't help but be embarrassed for them though that you have so much time on your hands you have time to exploit and belittle a person because you think your perfect. I honestly say to everyone if you have questions ask me I'm not going to lie to you to make myself or you feel better (by the way I feel great) to make it easy on someone. Seriously ask me questions I don't mind answering them I'm an open book. This goes to everyone who reads my 2 blogs, people at school, parents, teachers, or a stranger on the street my story will never change...and hey its not like you can see many anyway my boss blocks all the states I ask for so only people in other countries or different states can see me go online and talk and talk to guys mostly talk a slight boob show lol...but you have to pay alot for that lol....family I love you but its my decision get over it and love me for me or move on :)
-signing out, Chelsy
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