School and Truth behind my career

So today I decided to tell some of my fellow classmates that I am a webcam model...I know your thinking "Chelsy WTF is wrong with you????!!!!"  I know their going to spread it around school and tell everyone but IDC!!! I really don't! Its not gonna stop me or hurt my feelings if the kids at school tease or talk about my career choice, I'm a grown ass woman and I choose whatever my career is and if I want to show my butt to the world I will.  I honestly don't know why I told them...it just blurted out as if I was talking about my new job if it were in retail...I guess it doesn't bother me as much as it use too when I first began its not a big deal just because you show your body off doesn't make you a whore, what makes a person a whore is when they can't seem to keep their legs closed, but even then thats none of anyones business I don't think anyone person can honestly say they've never wondered what a webcam model, or a porn stars' life is like.  Its no different from anyones they do the same things we do normally its just their job is a lot more explicit.  My boyfriend is my boyfriend I don't get on camera showing my hooch to everyone...honestly the most I've shown is my boobs...but soon I'll be labeled a whore and all kind of  rumors are going to fly around...I can't help but be embarrassed for them though that you have so much time on your hands you have time to exploit and belittle a person because you think your perfect.  I honestly say to everyone if you have questions ask me I'm not going to lie to you to make myself or you feel better (by the way I feel great) to make it easy on someone.  Seriously ask me questions I don't mind answering them I'm an open book.  This goes to everyone who reads my 2 blogs, people at school, parents, teachers, or a stranger on the street my story will never change...and hey its not like you can see many anyway my boss blocks all the states I ask for so only people in other countries or different states can see me go online and talk and talk to guys mostly talk a slight boob show lol...but you have to pay alot for that lol....family I love you but its my decision get over it and love me for me or move on :)

-signing out, Chelsy

So I'm in class chilling and in comes our sub with the biggest man boobs I ever saw in my life...now before you jump down my throat they were extremely big and some of the guys felt uncomfortable and confused...it was weird and I never want  to experience that anymore in my young life as mean as that sounds im serious your not gonna like every site you see and that was mine otherwise I was ok with the man boobs.

Ya'll I am so sad :( so I got this job as a webcam model and my school computer blocked the camera from streaming so I can't work until I get a new computer...this is killing me I can't buy a new computer until I make money and I can't make money if I'm not streaming.  I know what your thinking Chelsy what the heck are you doing on a webcam modeling site and I'll say to that 'just having fun and making my teen mistakes the right way at least I get to make money doing what other women do for free'. This is a sad ordeal and I'm totally bummed I even wore sweats to class today...Ikr!!! Anybody wanna buy me a laptop? Yea that was a long shot lol but even though my heart is shattered and I can't work I hope a certain sandwich shop will hire me soon, I mean I applied FOUR times online and on paper and among all the other places I applied for some reason this is the one I want besides my old or postponed cam job back!  My day was just boring I couldn't wait for class to be over to go home and stream...but its ok I hope I can have a new laptop in about 3-4 months if my bf ever lets me get it.  I'm also thinking about more fabric so I can do my DIYs' but thats so expensive IDK child lol I need to get me a sugardaddy...lol that might be a good idea, but don't tell my bf. Oh! Guess what them kids did at my school ya'll!!! If you guessed they made a THOT/HOE/STUPID/JUVENILE/KIDDIE LIST, then you are correct they made the horrible version of the Hot or Not List!  Even though I wasn't on it I feel like the people who were should have tracked that girl or guy down and gave them a tongue thorough lashing!!! Anywhoo...I think I need a pick-me-up you guys I'm just so sad I got a new sewing machine No fabric, I got two cammodel jobs No computer lol, and I got a car totalled with No money to fix it...At least I got you guys tho right?  Yea I'm beginning to love this blogging thing I think ya'll will see more of my sad poor petty stories in the future...I hope I gain a fan base that would be cool to be like one of those renowned blogger that get to go to blogger conventions and talk to other bloggers with more exciting lives and bloggerific stories lol in the mean time bye ya'll :) ....and heres a weird pic of my current movements...on the couch watching some guys dig for gold on tv.... yea I know lol -later loves :*

This pretty young thang is me ya'll lol no 'm kidding, so recently I decided to become a fashion/life blogger!!!  Yea, laugh it up...but I'm completely serious I am going to officially and resposibley finish something I care about for me...I guess you can say its a self esteem project and a new way to show off cute outfits I make up! So without further adue lets give this a shot shall' we? Oh gosh you guys think I'm crazy now huh?